HI IT'S THE 1ST DAY OF LESSONS AND I'M LOVIN IT! (are you?)
Lessons was super fun with 3F though we dont like to ask questions but we surprisingly laugh very very very loud and sabo very very very well:D
I hope Jenoians out there are doing fine too, cause I am!
Mdm arfah is very very very entertaining with all the TWILIGHT and NEWMOON and STAR WARS and NINJA ASSASIN and PAUL BLART and HARRY POTTER and many many more. OH YEAH! AND WONDER GIRLS AND SUPER JUNIOR I THINK.
( she danced to it btw)
Maths was so-so lah:)
Biology was Mr Han, hahaha i think he is quite amazed by how quiet the class can be:D
Chem was Mrs Loh, looks kind of strict but my group consisting of RENHAO, JIATAI, YONGXIN, FAVIAN , EK WHYE AND ME got a discount on 50% for our file yay us!
Hi the world out there, it seems that i'm doing fine with 3F, I love them!

I LOVE 3F'10 ! ALOT!
School wasn't as bad as I expected.
All of us didn't expect to get 1st in Xplore! YAY 3F!
But still kind of break my heart when I see 2J people around happily w new classmates. Maybe I will get used to it one day.
But I really hope you, everyone of you will still keep in contact w me. Looking at the class photos and cards really made me very sad.
Hope we can have more outings and lunches together, please?
Even when you people have new friends, please don't forget the memories we had in '08 and '09 ok?
I really love you guys , alot alot alot!

She say we are a happy family.
He say we are a happy family.
I say, are we?

New year resolution up soon. Wonder if I have a performance tomorrow, or else i can partyyyyyyy:D
People who are still chionging homework like me, jiayou! Cause I'm sure I have loads more left than you do:)

Cause after much fun should be time I start mugging.
Christmas gone, soon new year will be gone too, then it will be 2010 and I will meet 3F'10.
Hope they are a bunch of nice people though:D
Didn't know if I had a new year resolution for '09.
Even if I did I will probably fail it.
Hope 2010 will be better.
Going to buy a box and put all the '08 n '09 memories in.
Will open it when things get in my way.
Regret that I did not appreciate everything in '08 n '09
Hope I won't regret in '10 n '11

TAIWAN NEXT YEAR, WITH AUST AND CHINA (?)
think on the brighter side people, life would be better ( I hope)
Korea and malaysia post soon!

Off to korea till the 22nd. Till then
Tadah

Too many things, too little time
Too many thoughts, too little courage

Is it me, or is it that when you start to grow up, you start to see things from others point of view, and start to realise how much you have been hurting them.
And every single cent you spend on a candy or shoes, are all hard earned by your parents who never moan when you spend a little more.
Cause when you grow up, you hate yourself for not treasuring the past.
At least I do.

I'm getting scared. Maybe I should go back to RH, but she can't do anything. Bleargh. Or maybe I should tell daddy soon.
But wait, what's my problem in the 1st place.
I don't even know.
I'm so busy that I hardly can breathe.
Maybe I might just die... soon?

200th post, I fucking sad one, cause why? YOU SPOIL MY DAY. IDIOT.
WOW, HAPPY 19TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY HUH!
WELL DONE, YOU JUST CHUNK ME WITH YOUR NETS AND SAY " GO GET MUMMY SOMETHING LAH"
THEN THIS MORNING YOU CHUNK ME WITH THIS PAPER TO DO ANOTHER THING FOR YOU.
YEAH YOU VERY BUSY YOU VERY GREAT OK, UNLIKE ME SUCH A FAILURE RIGHT!
ONLY YOU CAN BE BUSY, ONLY YOU HAVE YOUR OWN STUFF.
SO WHAT IF YOU LEAVE HOME AT 7 THIS MORNING? I WOKE UP AT 9 AND LEFT AND 11. FOR WHAT ? GET YOURRRRRRRRRRRRR PRESENT , MIND YOU. MIND ME.
ONLY BECAUSE TOMORROW IS THE ANNIVERSARY THAT'S WHY YOU ALL DOING ALL THIS. YOU KNOW WHAT, ITS NOT TILL ANNIVERSARY THEN YOU FINALLY REMEMBER TO LOVE SOMEONE. YOU . DO. IT. EVERY. DAY.
YOUR DAUGHTER IS THE MOST USELESS THING IN THIS BLOODY WORLD RIGHT. FANTASTIC
CAUSE UP TILL NOW, YOU . WAIT I MEAN YOU 2, ARE STILL BOTHERING SO MUCH ABOUT YOUR BUSINESS. WHILE OTHER CLASSMATES GO HOLIDAY WITH THEIR FAMILY, I GO WITH MY FRIENDS, OR RELATIVES, NOT YOU. CAUSE WHY? YOU ARE SOOOOOOO BUSY. AND WHAT'S THE REASON FOR BEING BUSY? CAUSE I SPEND SO MUCH.
SO WHAT IF I GOT EVERYTHING I WANT. I ASK IF WE CAN GO OUT EVERY SUNDAY MORNING. CAUSE HOW I YEARN TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU. BOTH OF YOU. BUT YOU TELL ME THE 1ST AND LAST SUNDAY OF THE MONTH YOU CAN'T MAKE IT. WHAT ABOUT THE MIDDLE SUNDAYS? WHY ARE THEY GONE AS WELL.
CAUSE I'M SO INSIGNIFICANT IN YOUR LIFE.
JUST BECAUSE OF THIS YOU SAY YOU ARE UPSET. THEN WHAT ABOUT ME.
IT'S YOUR ANNIVERSARY, IF YOU DIDN'T NOTICE, I'M TELLING YOU NOW. FOR THIS ANNIVERSARY, I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING FOR BOTH OF YOU. YOUR GIFTS, ALL THE PREPARATION. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO GIVE THE OTHER HALF THE BEST, GIVE IT EVERYDAY, NOT ONLY TOMORROW.
YOU SAY I JUST SCREW UP YOUR ANNIVERSARY. FINE, BE IT.
SOMETIMES YOU ALL ASK ME TO STAY AT HOME MORE OFTEN, BUT WHAT DO I SEE OR WHAT DO I HEAR WHEN I STAY AT HOME? YOU TWO ACTING LIKE AN OCTOPUS PICKING UP PHONE CALLS? QUARRELING WITH CUSTOMERS? YOU GAVE ME ALL THE MONEY I NEEDED IN THE WORLD. BUT NOW, CAN I ASK FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU NO LONGER CAN USE MONEY TO GET? CAN I HAVE ... MORE OF YOUR TIME?
I DON'T KNOW SINCE WHEN, WE , ALL 4 OF US, NO LONGER CONNECT.
SOMETIMES WHEN YOU GIVE ME MONEY TO SPEND, I FEEL LIKE THE HAPPIEST CHILD IN THE WORLD.
NOW, I FEEL OTHERWISE.
IF YOU DON'T KNOW, YOU CAN NEVER REPAY WHAT MUMMY HAS DONE FOR YOU.
WHEN YOU HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SHE FIND HERBS AND TEA TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.
WHEN YOU NEED A KIDNEY, SHE GAVE IT TO YOU.
WHEN YOU ARE TIRED OF THE BUSINESS, SHE ASK YOU GO AND REST AND SHE HANDLE IT ALLLLLLL BY HERSELF.
WHEN SHE NEED HELP SHE SCREAM , IN THE INSIDE, NOT TO YOU.
ITS NOT TILL ANNIVERSARY THEN YOU COME TO REALISE THAT YOU HAD NOT BEEN LOVING HER ENOUGH.
CAUSE YOU ARE BUSY.
BUT ALL OF US ARE.
WHY DO I HUG MUMMY AND NOT HUG YOU?
WHY DO I ASK MUMMY FOR REWARDS AND NOT ASK YOU?
WHY DO I ASK MUMMY TO GO OUT WITH ME AND NOT YOU?
CAUSE SHE KNOW SO MUCH MORE ABOUT ME.
WHEN I DONT TAKE MEDICINE, SHE KNOWS. WHEN I AM SAD SHE KNOWS NOT TO IRRITATE ME. WHEN I AM TIRED SHE KNOWS I NEED A PEACEFUL PLACE TO SLEEP. WHEN I AM SICK SHE KNOWS.
BUT, YOU ARE BUSY.
FML, FY, BYE